I think last Monday was a disaster for all Cassies. I wondered how many people cried. I just sat there in front of my computer, not wanting to believe whatever I was reading, and keep telling myself to Always Keep The Faith. I’ve never stood by a band for so long before, that it’s kinda strange doing so. Having such a strong attachment to them.
Now, one week later, we’ve calmed down abit, but news hasn’t been good to us. We are still left waiting and wondering of what’s to come next. Sometimes I get scared while waiting for the dbsk sites to load, because I never know what may be there. I really do hope DBSK will not end just like that. I do hope that somehow this situation can turn out for the better and that DBSK will be a legend just like Shinhwa. I hope they will last 10 years and hopefully even longer than that.
I got sad while listening to their new release. I guess this was recorded awhile back but only released now? I miss the five of them together as DBSK. I hate this division of 3:2. That’s not the way it should be.
Toki wo Tomete
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In other news, I just had my accounting paper, it wasn’t as bad as last sem’s econs but it wasn’t good either, so who knows? I just want to never touch accounting ever again. No more cash flows, no more budgeting and cost analysis! Just another week to go and I’ll be home:)
ooo and I just read that there might be hope for Jay’s return?? I hope he does! I heard Singapore is getting into the Kpop craze? just when it got kinda messy with dbsk, 2PM and kangin? I dunno, I want them to have more fans but it’s always kinda hard to share? Sigh, ever since this year, I have taken fangirling more seriously that I should. I’m freaked out.
There are 2 types of fangirling, I think. The first is when you get totally high and happy listening or watching your favourite stars *insert screaming, gushing, excessive moments, etc*. The second is when you decide to go a little deeper into the fandom and start to confront issues that aren’t as pleasant *insert moody glares, sulky faces, irrational thoughts, etc*. I do the first one on a regular basis, and as for the second one, I do it time-to-time and it always leaves me feeling like utter crap. It’s been awhile I must say that I have decided to find out more about a new fandom, and I guess curiosity really does kills the cat. To make matters worse, even after many hours on the computer, there is no definite answer.
I used to enjoy watching family outing because I didn’t have any emotional attachment to it (this was especially true when I couldn’t watch my other fandoms because of 1. DBSK’s lawsuit and 2. 2PM’s Jaebum’s issue. Now, I think I have to take a break from Family Outing which should be a good thing for my internet usuage as well as I’m running low soon.
I did managed to study today but not as much as I had planned. One week to exams T.T I think I better head to the library tomorrow to get some substantial work done.
And I better go take a long, hot shower now, it helps to clear my head when I’m all moody. Why oh why did I come up with the whole nice guy mission in the first place? Or rather, why did I get myself involved in K-pop at all?!
Oh, and another thing, I know I shouldn’t care about rankings but why did I come to Sydney??? NUS seems to be doing much better globally! Maybe I just miss home. Sigh, I miss my brother, especially when he gives me weird, “What’s wrong with you?” looks when I talk too much about my k-stars.
Everyone knows it’s Halloween but to me, this date is even more special because it is my FIRST YEAR anniversary of being in the DBSK Fandom!
I can’t do anything special or even write a long post because sadly I have to study for my exams T.T I can’t wait for the papers to be over and I get to finally go home after NINE months.
I miss DBSK, come back soon!
The song and album that got me so crazy! I bought so many versions XD
This is so random, I was re-watching the wonder boys video and I suddenly remembered that last year September, at a Korean restaurant, I saw their performance when it first aired, and I was like WTF is wrong with these guys? Why are they acting like girls? And look at me now, I know the names of all 5 and I like 3/5 of them and one is like in my Top 3. (I have also attempted to learn two of the dances) Weird and incredible at the same time, how much things, impressions, feelings and situations can change. When I first saw that video, I was staying at a hostel, hopelessly in love, in denial about my horrible accounting 1A paper and couldn’t care less.
Fast foward to a year and one month later, and I’m not staying at that hostel, heart cold as ice and studying for accounting 1B. Even though things now are far from perfect, for this moment, as I pushed everything aside and just watch wonder boys, I feel happy. I know once the video ends, the spell ends with it and I will be back worrying about my studies and about my non-exsitent love life. Life’s really funny and unpredictable. Before 2008, I couldn’t care less about K-pop and Korean boybands, and now, look at me… So much and yet at the same time so little has changed. I’m also addicted to Family Outing and if I am not wrong, it is also around this time last year (give and take a month) that I watched my very first episode. I don’t know why but I find all these very fascinating. Let’s hope, one year from now, I have learnt driving, improve my Japanese and Korean and maybe have thawed my heart.
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YAY! Daesung’s back:) He performed at Dream Concet ‘09! He’s smiling so brightly, hope he recovers fully soon:) Can’t wait for his first episode back on Family Outing-I’m majorly addicted to this XD
haha Janice, the ‘nice-guy’ mission is working! Be prepared during one of these dinners XD
Big Bang is complete again! Let’s hope there’s good news for DBSK, 2PM and SuJu as well.
Going to force-feed myself accounting now:/
I’m 2o? Still 19 in Singapore, lol I don’t feel any different. Well, ever since my 18th birthday, all I feel on my birthday is how much I have yet to achieve, which kinda sucks. Not much changed from last year :/ except that I have become a crazy fan girl, in love with guys that are so out of reach. omg, I’m so bored T_T
Wooo~ I’m loving You’re Beautiful! Hopefully this lasts because I felt this way when BOF first started too but when everyone started getting into it, I suddenly lost interest. Not because it became too popular but because I got tired of waiting every week for new episodes to come out.
Seeing Jang Geun Suk in this made me want to finish watching Hong Gil Dong, because he was so broody in there as well and well I have a tendency to like these types of characters XD Hee hee I first started to like Micky because I thought he looked so sad and like he was about to lose it.
I shall attempt to make a banner soon, I’m kind of over Supergirl, but first I have to get some school work done (while waiting patiently for full subs to be out, I only understand like 65% of the show atm). It’s piling up T_T
Just a quick question, not sure if anyone will reply but here goes: Tae-kyung, ShinWoo or Jeremy??
OMG!!! I should have been born a year later! Hongki is so cute in this drama >_< and Jang Geun Suk whom I like him ever since Non-stop 4 is in it too~ I hope he changes his hair style though O_0
Just finished the first episode, it wasn’t subbed 100% so can’t wait for the soft subs to be released on s2. AND AND AND Part 2 of Seungri in Family Outing is out! YAY, going to download tonight~ All these 1990ers are killing me!
gif credits: 13infamyss@soompi
Why is it that we always have to meet people we rather not see ever again? Why do we meet at the most unexpected places? Places that I would like to think as mine.
For that brief second, I feel so stupid all over again. I have moved on, and wonder to myself what I ever saw in you in the first place but somehow, I can’t seem to be as trusting as I used to be. Sometimes I hate myself for turning to my boybands for comfort, because to be honest it isn’t very healthy. I mean I can be more productive with my time instead of spending 3 hours looking for photos to cut and paste on my study plan. I also don’t go drinking anymore, mainly because I’m too lazy to dress up and I have this huge tendency to mix alcohol without knowing my limit so ya puking is always a possibility. And study? I can’t even study on a normal day.
Shit, I’m still pissed off. That was my place to go. I love that place, why did you have to show up there?
On another note, I think I am becoming more mature in my fangirling. I did not cry or make a big fuss when I saw one of my top 7’s old picture which showed him kissing his ex. Instead I was like oh, he got some action, next! and I am still supporting him, in the past I would totally like feel depressed and erase him from my fandom world. Another thing is that I am finally able to be neutral to girl groups (I don’t hate SNSD anymore! In fact I’m addicted to Gee and Genie) except maybe just one group, it starts with an A. I don’t hate or bash them, but I rather not see them.
Break’s over T_T Back to school tomorrow, my longest day of the week too! 11am-6pm! arghhhhhh
Anyway, before hell tomorrow, one good thing happened today, I finally got to watch Family Outing with Seungri and Hyun Joong in it!! I have nothing against Hyun Joong, (loved him in WGM) but of course the one I’m watching for is Seungri!
Big Bang’s baby:)
Being Piggy-backed around
Imitating TOP XD
Watch family outing on youtube! Hee hee I got greedy here and downloaded it instead!
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I love ramensoupsubs! They are freaking efficient!
I did a review HERE
